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Goodbye Beast. Hello Mr. Frog!

A lot has happened as those who follow me on social media know, but I’m actually still living tiny. Just in a way I did not expect.

Exit plans are all good, but things never really go as planned. There really was a lot of thought, journaling, researching and waiting in leaps in jumps to transition out of Airstream life. I had to think what comes first? Do I sell the Airstream and then find an apartment? Do I find an apartment and then sell the Airstream? Can I sell the Airstream myself? What do I need to fix on the Airstream in order to sell it? What if I sell my truck first? How will I move my Airstream? It was a whirlwind of thoughts, ideas and possibilities. What comes first the chicken or the egg?

And as for exit plans, so much has changed even since I started writing this post I have been battling in my head exit plans on a larger scale. So I thought I better get to catching you all up on the first leap from the Airstream to city life, so that in a near future blog I can catch you up on possible country leaping as well as studio news!

We love our little Mr. Frog who jumps us all around Portland getting to know the city landscape. Our next goal is an electric bike, and public transport to cut back on our use of fossil fuels.
A view of Portland from Nob Hill. Maybe a future condo, if not back in the Mini Apple.

What I ended up doing was selling “Beast”, my truck, first. A diesel truck actually holds its value quite well. At least my Dodge Ram 2500 4×4 did. (I like saying that. =] )I lost a little money on the fact that I chipped up the paint job during that last winter ice storm banging on my truck to get the ice off so I could get to my generators when the power went out. Oh well, such is life. I was still able to get a good price and walk away with enough cash to turn around and get Mr. Frog, my new Honda HRV. When I saw that car on the lot my thought was wow, that’s a jazzy car! Funny because it actually looks like every car out there, but I do love it. Its small, the gas mileage is worlds better than a diesel truck and I’m able to whip around town learning the city much quicker than I could before. When it came time to tow my trailer out of the park, my car salesmen brought his truck, also a Dodge Ram 2500, over and helped me tow it. However, I do know that my ultimate downsize tiny move will come the next round when I go completely without a car. Living in Portland, the city is completely walkable and I will feel better not contributing to the demise of our planet with a car. Oh one last thing about my new car… the seats fold completely flat, my matress its in the back and I can easily car camp in it, which is lovely! I took my first car camp trip to Half Moon Bay in San Fransisco and had a good time!

As for selling my trailer, that was a learning process. In the end I found it way to difficult to sell myself, and I’m good at selling stuff. The marketing was the hardest part. I was dropping $100 here and $100 there to advertise in all of the right places. The responses I was getting were only coming from facebook marketplace of all places. It was dragging on and I didn’t want to go through another winter making it less valuable. Airstream was not great on information but eventually I figured out that I had a couple of options with them, I could either outright sell it back to Airstream, where I would get a little less, or I could consign it thorugh Airstream. Of course they found thousand of dollars of work that needed to be done, which was bulloney. I knew the dollar amount for the work that had to be done, but there is no way to argue with them. And if I chose to consign it it woldn’t get sold until next spring. So I took the route that got me less money back but actually probably saved me money as I was able to wipe out all of my debt immediately, sell all of my extra gear instead of gift it for another chunk of money, wipe out interest payments since all debt was paid off, and simply be done with a bunch in savings. Outright selling her back to Airstream was the best deal.

I hadn’t been a roomate in over 30 years so moving in with a colleague from my theater side gig was a leap of faith too. Hopefully she enjoys the company as much as I do. I live in the upstairs of my friend’s house which technically is the attic. There are two finished rooms up there and a doorway that leads to the rest of the attic. The rent is kindly priced unlike anything else in Portland, allowing me to save up for that condo or loft where my studio is in my living space. And because there are two rooms I have had a studio in the second room which works out. And I’m still living tiny. I haven’t actually measured but I’d guess the space to still be around 200 feet. Although I do share a shelf in the fridge in the kitchen and the bathroom downstairs. I have a huge redwood right outside of my window and incredible backyard garden that takes me back to the rivers and creeks I have been living on. Once in awhile Dudley and I drive back to our old stomping grounds and “smell the Redwoods”.

I’ve picked up a mentee which keeps me learning. And I’m working on a series trying not to show any of it until the unveiling of the entire show. I’m working in the abstract completely on a theme that is centered around the current climate crisis which has allowed me to learn a lot about living with an even smaller footprint. I’ll share some of the things I’m learning in a future post.

As usual, thanks for the follow. I am no longer on facebook, so you’ll have to catch me here, or see when I post on bluesky (@ElisaMG.bluesky.social) or instagram (@TinyAdventuresOfElisaMG) while I’m still there.

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Where To? Where Next? Part II Finding Home

If you haven’t seen the writing on the walls, inbetween the lines of the blog or heard it in my voice, that little voice inside me is directing me in new directions. Airstreaming has connected me back with my art and my heart. And now it is time to dig further into making my art. Also the last three years have shown me how important it is to stay connected to close friends and families. That said, Airstreaming has given me the courage to jump knowing there will be a landing. I don’t need to know all of the details up front. I am working my way back into some kind of sticks and bricks where I can have a home studio. This will give me the freedom to paint a little more freely, and not have to worry about space or how much sells or what studio rent will be. Plus, if you have been following me you know how much I love hurricane force wind and ice storms in my trailer. My trailer did well taking me through it all. Now it is time to find something that doesn’t leave me wondering if I’ll make it through or dragging heavy generators out because of power outages. Its time to say good bye to Nefelibata and let someone else have beautiful adventures with her while she is still in good shape. So, yes, my Airstream is for sale. And yes, I’m selling it before knowing exactly where I will land. I have a few landing places in mind, but for now, first things first. I’m focused on selling her.

I didn’t realize how physically and emotionally challenging this part of the job would be. If you are just starting trailer life, have an exit plan, but also have a plan B,C, and D because I guarantee your exit plan won’t go as planned. Anyhow, I thought I use this time to share abit about my Airstream. The add is currently running on Airstream Classified if you are seriously interested.

2018 Globetrotter For Sale

After six years of full-timing across the United States and Canada, it’s time to sell my 2018 Globetrotter and let someone else enjoy her.

My model has the front bedroom queen bed and rear dinette (that also folds down into a bed) with panoramic windows, and two sunroofs for lots of light and wonderful views.

The interior Natural Elm Barcelona Blue

The exterior features the automatic patio awning, automatic stabilizer jacks and automatic front jack. My model has 50 amp and two AC units on the top with a Heat Pump and a full Zip Dee Awning package, plus a microwave oven and televisions in the front end and back end. 

Here is a link to the original brochure for all of the technical info….

2018 Globetrotter: 

Upgrade that I did (It didn’t need much): 

2 six volt AGM Batteries installed 2019

Mattress replaced 2019

New Tires April 2024

If you are inerested, the trailer will be available for sale soon at Airstream Adventures out of Portland. Contact them for more information.

As for my blog and Art…. we aren’t going anywhere. We’ll still see you down the road. As a matter of fact we hope to either have a car camper or van in the future and actually get on the road more than we did in a 28’trailer.

I had a really nice video with cool music but can’t quite figure out how to upload that so that is all I’ve got for you.

Thanks for keeping up with me on my journey. See you somewhere furthe down the road.

Art and Travel, LifeInAnAirstream, TinyLiving

Where to? What next?

Downsizing The Mind, Finding Focus

Living Tiny goes hand in hand with downsizing and downsizing is not just about material things but ultimately about the mind. How do we spend our time? What do we put our energy and thoughts toward? The whole purpose of downsizing material things is to lead us to having more focused intentional purposeful thoughts.

Do you ever find yourself spinning in your mind with way too many thoughts? I find managing my mind a lot harder than getting rid of old shoes and too many outfits. I guess that will be my excuse for not writing in awhile this time. Writing a blog is really putting yourself out there for folks to see into you and your thoughts, and maybe I didn’t want you to see the messy parts. This painting represents embracing the blues, sitting still with the ordinary of a Monday, being there for oneself as one travels through the mundane to figure out what’s next.

Loss, Connection, Choices Moving Forward and Art

This painting was pure feeling. The feeling was deep. My dad had been such a big personality in our family. Losing him left us not just with the loss of him, but also the loss of our identity as a family, our identity in our various roles in that family, our sense of purpose and direction. Losing him meant losing our mother too. We had to give her the space to figure out who she was after somewhere near sixty five years of marriage and seventy three years of knowing each other. Our mother couldn’t be who she had always been. As I said to her, “Women in your family live long lives, you’ve got a lot of years left? What’s your next gig?!” Everytime I hoped my mother would find happiness and joy in this new space, I realized I was hoping I would too.

Have you ever noticed yourself wishing things for others that really you want for yourself? I highly encourage getting paint and just putting it on canvas in whatever way is calling to you! Choosing the next color that makes you smile, paint with your hands, or something you think your not supposed to paint with. Have fun. Play. As for travel, travel the same way.

All of a sudden I felt like I was finally a grown up. It’s kind of silly, but it’s what I felt. Each layer of paint in this piece represents a feeling I allowed myself to feel in the moment, layering on the complexities of how we redefine ourselves after we have a great loss in our lives. Someone said it looked like the city. I’m a believer the viewer sees what they are supposed to see for themselves, so I said, sure it could be. I was already slipping away from a nomad existance to one connecting to a community here in Portland. The wealth of beautiful people to make friends with has been overwhelming, although nobody replaces the time tested friendships from past lives long before travel trailer life. So I now found myself looking at my own immortality along with everything else. After all it will come one day. So many questions have been swirling in my head. Should I live closer to mom and family again? Our time is limited and precious. Should I live closer to old friends who have traveled through time with me? I value and miss those types of friendships and know how long it takes to make new ones like that. Do I want to live in some swanky downtown condo where life is bubbling and busy? Or will I miss my little bubbly creek in my back yard? What about my art life? It has been such a gift, overflowing with opportunities that just don’t stop. I’ve become very clear on what aspects of the art business world I like and what I have no patience for. Yet will I have to compromise in order to paint. When paintings don’t move there is a point where I can’t keep stacking up paintings. I’m not sure exactly why I even think that way, knowing my intentions in my vision boards, and my journaling have all manifested themselves in real life, and my work keeps moving. I know how I choose to think about myself is exactly what I will attract into my life. As you can see, there has been a lot of buzzing about in my mind and downsizing the noise that whirls about in there is my next focus so I can get clear on next steps.

Manifesting Your Dreams Starts With Intentions

In case you don’t follow me on all of those other social sites, which I wouldn’t blame you if you tried to stay clear of all of that noise, here are some updates. This last year I put intentions into the universe via a vision board that had me meeting curators, getting to know galleries, and entering shows and answering calls for artists. Guess what happened? All of the above! For me personally the two most exciting things that happened in 2023 were getting to know The Ford Gallery PDX and how shows run there, as there are several opportunities throughout the year to interact with them and the style of art there is a match with mine. Also, selling Sandy And Friends to the City Of Portland for their art collection through the Regional Arts and Culture Council. If I could continue doing things like that making room for and allowing myself to continue to paint, that would be amazing. Also, it has been fun to get some workshops going in The Troutdale Art Center. The Artist’s Way group has been a wonderful opportunity to share gems from Julia Cameron that made such a difference in my journey and Open Studio created a small community of like minded creatives to connect with. Currently we are all trying out her “Word Deprevation” activity where we get real quiet, shutting out tv, social media, even books so that we can hear our own voice and words in our hearts and figure out what direction we want to go.

Listen For Your Story, Hear Your Unique Voice And Journey With The Ebb And Flow

When The Stories Get Told depicts a common scene of the elders sitting around sharing the stories. Anyone who has ever had the opportunity to be a mouse in the corner and witness the stories being told, know there is so much to treasure in hearing and holding the stories for future generations. The stories tell how we became who we are, how things changed over time and also give hints at where we might be headed, all things I contemplate as I look at possible choices and whirl around contemplating what the consequences might be of any one given choice. Will I actually make it to the real Tiny House I desired when I started out? Will I continue on in my trailer content with things as they are? Will I end up in condo in the Pacific Northwest? Or will I end up in a 1900’s condo with built ins that uses space wisely, like a tiny house, but in another city closer to family? Time will tell. I do know if I include my truck trips, which I wouldn’t have done if I weren’t living trailer life, I can add North Dakota, South Dakota, Wyoming, Utah and Idaho to my map. Montana, Oklahoma and Texas are all I need to complete my Western Adventures. Of course that’s not counting Hawaii and Alaska, both of which I have no interest in hauling a traielr but do plan to visit. And I do know it would be fun to have a base and travel Van Life style going forward. There is an ebb and flow to this travel thing, as there is an ebb and flow to life. I’ve witnessed other Airstream friends in it, and see myself in it too. I gues the trick is to enjoy the journey. For now, Troutdale, Oregon is still home sweet home.

Thank You!

As always… thanks for the follow and sticking with this forever transitioning blog. 😉😘

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Tik Tok? Tick Tock! Is It All A Dream?

I noticed I haven’t written since October. The whole thing of being a nomad, the romantic notion of wandering from place to place pretty much crashed into real life. It’s fun watchig folks on Instagram or Tik Tok post tiny snippets of their seemingly perfect lives floating about, boondocking in the middle of nowhere, from place to place. It allows us to dream. It takes us across time and space and out of the reality of our office cubicles. I also noticed the tick tock of time as my hair is getting more grey by the day marking how quickly time is flying by. Time does not wait for us to claim our lives.

In reality, at least when it comes to my truth, I have simply trusted my gut and followed it to where I am today. I’ve had a few good loops around the United States and Canada. I enjoyed California camping throughout the state, and learning how to navigate the beautiful desert. I’ve braved wind storms, snow storms, ice storms and enormous hail while dodging back and forth across country on crazy mountain grades with switchbacks and drop offs. I’ve enjoyed the Canadian Rockies as well as the Plains. I’ve gotten to visit with so many relatives, who little did I know, I would never see again. What have I not done? So far I have missed the East Coast, which seems to be a different kind of towing involving more expense and the need for better plans. It doesn’t seem to offer the as many boondocking opportunities and for me the reallity of cruising all the way across country and back, missing the extreme weather that shows up at the weather changing months of May and August September, well… just wasn’t realiistic. I also had dreams of cruising in Mexico but found that would take more research in terms of finding insurance companies to cover me, being more fluent with my Spanish or ideally having a copilot who knew the landscape better than me to recommend where to even steer towards. Maybe someday I’ll still make it to those locations but I seem to be leaning more towards flyng in for my visits there. And in all honesty, if sitting stil slows time down a bit, I’m ok with that too. The older I get the faster it seems like time is flying by. I feel fortunate to have seen as much of the world as I have.

The Pacific Northwest simply felt like home when I landed here, minus the existance of my family and those special 30 plus year friends we all treasure. But the PNW has had an abundance of new friends. In losing my dad it struck me how time was really flying by. It had me focused on how many good friends I had lost and how fragile life is. It hit home how important it is to continue making new friends in order to keep having those long time friends because time keeps ticking. I have lost seven close friends and family members since the dreaded 2020. The effect is what I would call exponential grief, a more keen focus on my end of life plans, and exit plans for trailer life and a lot of time thinking about how to make the best of the time I have left, as well as where I wil want to be when towing becomes more physical than I want to deal with. I already don’t want to climb up on my roof. Maybe I should make myself! Maybe it all goes downhill from there! Ha!Ha!

No, I’m not really ready to leave trailer life yet, although watching a handful of towing friends leave the life makes me a little sad each time. Some leave because they miss a home made with house parts (like me). Some have to take care of aging spouses who can no longer travel safely. Some leave for health reasons. And some just want new adventures. Watching the trend of trailer life folks who flew into the the trend in 2020 only to turn around and sell their rigs before they had even put 1,000 miles on them, causing the industry to spike and now return values on trailers to slowly take a dive… well… I just shake my head. But still, I have no regrets. I didn’t buy the trailer to make a bunch of money on it.

I got into this in the first place because I wanted to move toward living in a tiny house. I still do. I have gotten as far as making friends who actually made that dream work and will help me and connect me to good builders. I toured a frien’s tiny home that was a little small for me, but absolutely beautiful in design. It helps to see things up close in real life. I think if I had a relative with land, like my friend, that would be my current first choice for where to park. Parking on a friends land seems too big a risk if things go south and too much to put on a friendship. That said, the industry is a long way off from normalizing Tiny House living. Sure, they are making tiny houses for homeless people, making tiny house communities for addicts as a way of living that is not so stressful, and allowing grandmother tiny houses on other people’s properties as well as creating highly sought after, highly over priced tiny house communities. Sigh. I drooled over Acony Bell and a coastal tiny house community out here, but the reality of getting in, in a house I designed was jut not going to happen. Plus they are so far from the city. And although I realized I have lost some of my “city girl”. I still am a city/country girl at heart. Also, the new thing to look at when scouting a location to live is the thirty year climate projections. Being under water, taken by a tsunami or burned to a crisp just isn’t attractive. So until the industry allows you to put your tiny house on your own land, in any county you want, it remains more of a dream than a reality.

I do know one thing for sure. I like house parts vs trailer parts. And trailers are made of trailer parts. They are cheap, unique to your. trailer, typically made in China and therefore not quickly replaced I’m told due to the supply chain. They are also expensive and break often, no matter how much you spend on your trailer. Plus they take specialized folks and tools to work on them, unless you dive in and DIY! yah…. diy is like die for me. Not my cup of tea! Although I’ve done a lot of it because I had to. House parts can be fixed by a regular handyman or woman. They are also easier to figure out when doing things oneself. Plus, I know they said this to me in the beginning but I wasn’t listening… trailers are not made to live in fulltime, and they are not made to live in in extreme weather, both of which I do. And both of which I would totally do again!

So, I will sit still here and soak up as much summer as I can in hopes to get sick of it, and crave winter again. After last years ice storms and hundred mile per hour winds, below zero temperatures and frozen water hoses I’m not super excited about winter. But I’ll be working on my attitude adjustment all summer and replacing my broken winter gear. Plus I joined a gym where I can swim and get my hot tub on in the really miserable months. Quite possibly I willl fly and visit all of you when I really need to get out of here.

The best part about my going on this going on six year journey thus far is it has helped me prioritize experiences over things living more minimally and it has allowed me to truly dive in and explore my world as an artist! That, is as the commercial says, priceless! My. goal in this next year is to make more connections with curators and galleries in downtown Portland and cities across The States, allowing me to make more art, make bigger pieces and get my work in front of the audience that loves it and buys it, so that I can keep making art. Delving into my creative world is what gave me peace, helped me grieve and healed my heart from all of the loss since 2020. It continues to do so.

So, where is my art currently? I have small works showing at Piccolo Coffee House on the mainstreet in downtown Camas, Washington until the end. of this month. I am part of an exhibit, that the ROHO Arts Collective out of Minneapolis Minnesota is putting on for the summer, in the Cargill Gallery on the second floor of the Central Library downtown Minneapolis. I will have two pieces showing at the Newmark theater in downtown Portland, Oregon. I have some work up in Poor Michaels Emporium in Manitoba, Canada. In July my small works show will be dowtown in Gresham at Shop Girl Consignment. Of course I’m still working out of and showing work at the Troutdale Art Center. And I have my eye on a couple more Portland galleries and downtown fashion shops. So come for a visit, or have fun tooling through my online portfolio here.

I apologize for slowing down to two posts a year and will try to check in a little more often. Thanks for sticking with me.

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Side Gigs, We Don’t All Work For Amazon

Bartender, Tutor, Coffee Shop, Theater Usher, Gallery Work, Substitute Teaching, Mary Kay,….are all jobs I have thought about doing or done as a side gig. And when I’m feeling confident, I find my Artist Self!

Why? I carry that guilty messaging. I should not be retired this young….. we are supposed to work hard. You are not supposed to enjoy life. I carry that nervous messaging…. But my work isn’t as good as …. fill in the name of any other artist I love. But you can’t make a living at being an artist. But if I was really successful I’d have as much stuff and money as other people and I’d fly around the world vacationing and have no worries in life.

On the contrary….in retirement, I love the quiet moment. I love getting so present I notice the timid little coyote hiding down in the blackberry bushes scrounging for some snacks. I love meeting all of the new people along the way. And I love exploring coffee shops and art galleries. I love taking on an attitude of abundance, celebrating all of the artists around me as well as myself. I love throwing out the word should and finally learning to let go of comparing myself to others. I love the levels of self acceptance that I layer on myself with each painting.

It turns out that side gigs are kind of fun too. I enjoy the puzzle of figuring out each new city I travel to… how to get around. Working for the theater, I got good at finding the best parking. I find it fun disovering fantastic restaurants to go back to, understanding the difference between the Max, the Street Cars, the Tri Met, and which roads I can drive on, and when to stay clear of the tracks here in Portland, how to short cut through town and dart across the river and home without hopping on a freeway. Picking up a side gig forces me to do a little more of that kind of exploration and get to know an area a little more intimately.

In working for the theater I also learned how humbling it can be to experience the world from different points of view. There is something to taking on service jobs where you are low on the totem pole and you are all wearing the same polyester uniform, with the goal of making people happy, and making sure they have a wonderful magical experience. It made me notice all of the invisible people I see everyday, who stretch pennies to feed their families while making my life something special. There is no “executive” in their title, they don’t make six figures and drive a BMW. They likely take public transport and don’t have the luxury of avoiding the homeless and the mentally ill who tend to stay warm on public transit. And they don’t complain about their lot in life. Working here, I’m surrounded by happy people.

I also love the fredom of putting in some time with an arts organization, around other arts lovers but knowing if I get too freaked out by wherever we are in the cycle of mask/no mask mandates, I have the option to go back to very simple, very safe living in my trailer and outdoor spaces.

When bartending I’m not going to lie, I loved having a tip job, because I’m good at getting tips. I loved being there for people. Bar folk come and want to share their stories, connect, be heard, be seen. I thought I went there to mix drinks and realized I was really handing out some love and a listening ear. Plus others were just plain fun, laughing, joking, getting me out from behind the bar to do kareokee with them. And I realized that mixing drinks is quite the art form in itself. Yes… always an artist in everything I do.

With Mary Kay I learned a ton about business and marketing and I also learned what not to do. Knowing I could jump back in and substitute, give back, help out the Portland teachers on the one hand, felt good, and on the other hand when I really thought about it, it validated my journey that has taken me away from that. There is so much that needs to change in the way we treat our education professionals. It would take more than a blog to get into all of that. Helping out at the camp store made me appreciate that I had had the opportunity in my union job to find ways to continue standing up for the smaller voices in our world.

Taking on a variety of jobs has given me a sense of security, and reassurance. I knew I had that thing to fall back on just in case nobody liked my art. It also taught me to open my eyes and be inspired by others around me, really see people and their beauty and save it for future paintings. It taught me to let go and do a leap of faith and that my efforts in my art will pay off. Every action payoffs somewhere down the road. We can’t always see it in the moment. It’s like a well planned trip, or a journey downa a quiet river in the woods…. things never go the way we plan, but they end up just they way they were supposed to and it is better than anything in our wildest imaginations.

Living tiny isn’t just about the space and the amount of things I have. It’s about the space I let my ego take up, the amount of importance I put on myself allowing others to be less important and become invisible. It’s about trusting in something bigger than self, something that tells us to live with the rule of abundance. There is enough of everything for everyone on this planet. Nobody needs to go without. As soon as I think I might not make it as an artist, I am thinking from a place that forgets abundance exists. If everyone went tiny, there’d be a lot of room and resources for everyone, and maybe, just maybe we wouldn’t end up fighting about things anymore.

While writing this blog, my father passed. In rereading what I wrote, a lot of the lessons are lessons I alswo learned from the way he lived his life. It feels a bit disingenus when writing a blog if I didn’t mention major life events like his passing, but it’s still hard to even let myself think about it. So I’ll just say that for now. Maybe one day I’ll write a blog about him and how he fits into this journey I’m on. If you hop on over to my portfolio page, you will see I have dedicated my paintings this year to processing the grief I am going through. I love you daddy and miss you terribly!

Thank you again for following my sporatic, inconsistant ramblings and writings. I appreciate you more than you know. Feel free to share this with your friends and check out my art too!